we're at the point where i laugh at everything you say, even if it isn't funny; where every song reminds me of you, even if it doesn't make any sense; where i could listen to you talk about nothing for hours on end, just because i love the sound of your voice.

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when people say your name, i get embarrassed. i get embarrassed by how happy you make me. it's such a simple and pure love, a honeymoon phase that won't ever end.

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i slept with a sweatshirt that smells like you so i could pretend you were here with me. juniper cologne is all i have, so that's what you smell like in my mind now. (sorry.)

(it suits you, though.)

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i know i like the dumbest things ever, but i know you don't care. i know you'll try anything for me at least once. i think you care more about me having fun than even i do. thank you for that.

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i ordered a card binder for my birthday. i didn't know what color to get. i tried to decide for ten minutes before i realized that if i got a red one, i could match with you. it was an easy decision after that.

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